Pics got me to thinking of u  / Misty Chandler (friend)

Hey there cutie

   I was going through some pics on myspace & in photo albums in my room. I found 1 you gave me bk in jr high when u played football. They got me to thinking of memories with u & Jessica. It's so hard to believe u have been gone 4 yrs now! everytime I go to Grenada I think well I should go see Jess & them then reality hits the family will be minus 1. I use to love picking on u when I came to stay w Jessica. I'll never forget the night u came to Daddy's when I really needed a friend to talk to. I'll always be thankful for ur listening ear. Please know that u are loved & missed by many many people. Love ya Bubba.

 

                                                                     Your dear friend

                                                                      Misty D Chandler 

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Thinkin of you  / Aunt Darline

Hey Bud , I was sittin here on this beautiful day thinkin about yoy and when we would go fishin at the duck river.You bring me many memories of so much laughter and of course some fear for me at times.Thanks for sharing these wonderful memories with me.I will never let these precious memories of you die.You will live forever in our hearts and mines.

 Love you Bud

Aunt Darline

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Our Walk  / A. Friend
We walked together, you & I
A mother and her son
We had hopes & dreams for tomorrow
But tomorrow didn't come
We walked together, you & I
We talked, we laughed, we loved
We shared so many happy times
& for that I thank the lord above
We walked together, you & I
But only for a short time
For all too soon it ended
leaving pieces of broken hearts behind
And even though I miss you
More than words can ever say
I thank God I got to walk with you
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my heart is hurting  / Jessie (sister)

hey bubba, just wanted to let you know that we are all missen you. your neice and nephew talk about you all the time and the baby well she cant talk yet but i been showing her your picture i wanna be sure she knows who you are even though yall didnt get to meet. well as for myself words cant explain how i feel about right now i just wish i could wiggle my nose and bring you back to us but i know thats not possible so i just think about all the good times we had when i get to feeling down and i get a good laugh. well wednesday will be three years that you have been gone. alot has happened in those three years well im gonna go for now always know that i love you with all of my heart and you are always on my mind.

love always,

Jessie                                        p.s  I'll see you in heaven

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missen you  / Lucy (sister)

hey bubba, its going on 3 long years since you left us and i am still grieving for you. as you know i have a new baby girl and she is beautiful. shes already spoiled rotten. i wish you could see her in person she is something else. as for the other 2 they are growing up to fast jaslyn is already in kindergarden and jamison is in pre school. they talk about you all the time. they miss you so much. wish you could see daddy and jamison riding the tractor. he loves it hes peepaws little helper. he reminds me so much of you. well i guess i am gonna say goodbye for now just remember i think of you every single day of my life and i miss you each and every day. i love you always and forever.

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ALWAYS IN MY HEART  / Moma (moma)
my beautiful baby boy ,i'm sorry for waiting so long to write to you.i guess i thought that the pain would not be as bad i stayed off here for a while.i really don't know what i thought.because no matter what... you are always on my mind and in my heart.it's hard to understand how you can laugh and cry at the same time.laugh at the memories and cry from a broken heart...because part of me is missing.only god knows how much moma misses you baby,and you know cause i tell you all the time.we all miss you so much........i wish you could see these babies of jessica's.boy they are something else.and growing up so fast.and they miss you too.they love their uncle bubba so much.i haven't got to see little jonathan in a while,i know he has gotten so big.and he is really talking alot.maybe before long i'll get to see him.well it's almost spring fishing time..chris and shane have been fishing alot,breaks my heart to see them going because you should be with them.what i would give to hear you say I LOVE YOU MOMA one more time.waiting for that day..........YOU ARE ALWAYS IN MY HEART AND ALWAYS ON MY MIND........I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU BUBBA Close

Thinkin about you  / Aunt Darline
  Hey Bud, I changed you background today .Bringing christmas to ya. I hope you like it. Jess done had the baby but i figure you already know since you was right there with her. Guess you was laughing you butt off at that brother-inlaw of yours .HAHA poor jess.well bud i gotta go back to work love and miss ya bunches.your always in my prayers.     LOVE AUNT DARLINE

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you're always on my mind  / Moma
bubba,had you on my mind  alot here lately sorry it takes me so long to write you,but it takes everything i've got sometimes to realize that you are really gone.sometimes i catch myself watching the door,thinking you may walk in any time. or i can hear you saying i love you moma.god it just tears me up to know that i lost you.i know that i have alot of memories but i need you too.we all need you...we miss you so much.i feel like a big part of me is missing and i know that i'll never be whole again.jaslyn and jamison talk about you everyday they love and miss you so much.and jamison has so much of you in him .bubba he looks just like you when you was a little boy.he is hell on wheels and yet so sweet at times.jaslyn is little moma just like jess was,miss bossy and so loving.and of course lil jonathan is something else.spoiled rotten and has a temper.he is a big boy and looks more like you everyday.it breaks my heart because i know you would have been a good daddy.but i promise you he'll know you and what a good person you were.i pray to god everyday to keep you safe until i'm with you again.I LOVE YOU BABY Close

missin you like crazy  / Jessie (sister)

hey bubba, sorry its been a while since i wrote ya but i have had alot going on. well its been two long years since you left us and it stills kills my soul every day to wake up and know that i'm not going to see you or hang out. well we got a baby girl on the way i'm so excited i cant wait i know you will be there with me on that special day. well just remember we all love you and miss you very much every single day.
                          love always
                             jessie

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A DAD"S GRIEF  / Just A. Friend
It must be very difficult
To be a man in grief
Since men don't cry
and men are strong
No tears can bring relief
It must be very difficult
To stand up to the test
And take calls and visitors 
so Mom can get some rest
They always ask if she's ok
and whats shes going through
But seldom take his hand and ask
My Friend, but how are you ?
He hears her crying in the night
and thinks his heart will break
He dries her tears and comforts her
but stays strong for her sake
It must be very difficult
To start each day anew
and try to be so very brave
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Missing You  / Memories
I find an old photograph
and see your smile.
As I feel your presence anew,
I am filled with warmth
and my heart remembers love.

I read an old card
sent many years ago
during a time of turmoil and confusion.
The soothing words written then
still caress my spirit
and bring me peace.

I remember who you used to be
the laughter we shared
and wonder what you have become.
Where are you now,
Where did you go,
When the body is left behind
and the spirit is released to fly?

Perhaps you are the morning bird
singing joyfully at sunrise,
or the butterfly that dances
so carelessly on the breeze
or the rainbow of colors
that brightens a stormy sky
or the fingers of afternoon mist
delicately reaching over the mountains
or the final few rays of the setting sun
lighting up the skies
edging the clouds with a magical glow.

I miss your being
but I feel your presence,
In whatever form you choose to take,
however you now choose to be.

Your spirit has become for me
a guardian angel on high
guiding, advising, and watching over me.

I remember you.
You are with me
and I am not afraid.

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WE MISS YOU  / ANGELIA

I REALY DONT NO WHERE TO START, BUT OUR SON IS GETTING SO BIG I CRY EVERY TIME I LOOK AT HIM, I THINK ITS BECAUSE HES GETTING SO BIG SO FAST I JUST WANT HIM TO SLOW HIS ROLE. HIS BIRTHDAY IS NEXT MONTH,HE MAKES ME SMILE THOUGH IF THERES A PILLOW OR BLANKET ON THE FLOOR HE RUNNS OVER THIER AND FALLS FACE FIRST INTO IT AND JUST LAUGHS SO LOUD. I COULD WATCH HIM DO THAT ALL DAY. LIFE IS WHAT YOU MAKE OF IT, AND RIGHT NOW ITS A LITTLE HARD BUT WE WILL MAKE IT THROUGH. I WISH MY SCHOOL WAS OVER SO WE COULD COME AND VISIT MORE THAN WE DO. WELL WE LOVE AND MISS YOU SO MUCH WISHING YOU WHERE HERE.

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Miss You Son  / Daddy (Dad)
Don't know how to begin telling you how much I miss you. Son when you left us people starting telling me stay strong keep the faith and time will make the pain go away. That is not true it has been 20 months now and it is still all I can do to get up each morning and face the day. I have always been a strong person and thought I could handle any thing that life could throw at me but I was wrong. Son losing you has broken me in a way that I don't think I will ever over come. Jonathan you are the frist thing I think of when I open my eyes each morning and the last thing on my mind when I go to bed at night. I have relived the night that you left us over and over a billion times in my mind. Trying to figure out why I did not come to see you that night. All of the othier times your mom was gone to bingo I would come over and sit and talk with you, and have a few cold one. You know the last eveing I saw you and we talked about a lot of diff things, the one thing I need for you to know is that I know you did not brake the promise you made to me. Daddy knows in his heart what happened. I miss your smile and some times and can hear your voice when I go sit under the old big oak behide the house were you and me sit and talked sometimes. I love your moma, sister and my grandkids very very much and if it was not for them I  would not even get out of bed. And only if you could see your son, he is so much like you it makes me cry to look at him, and little jamison is the same way. I can not believe how much they look and act like you when you were little. Well Son daddy has got to go for now, just wanted you to know that I LOVE YOU and long for the day that I will laid to rest beside you.

PS: LOVE YOU BOY
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wish you were here  / Jessie (sister)

hey bubba, i've been thinken about you alot here lately.it's been pretty ruff for me since  newyears eve but things are looking up. i just wish you were here . you were always there for me when i needed someone to talk to. it just seems like my whole world has collapsed.i know its got to get better.keep on smiling down on me and giving me the strength to make it through each day. love always           jessie

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Hugs From Heaven  / Julie
WHEN YOU FEEL A GENTLE BREEZE
CARESS YOU WHEN YOU SIGH
IT'S A HUG SENT FROM HEAVEN
FROM A LOVED ONE WAY UP HIGH
IF A SOFT AND TENDER RAINDROP
LANDS UPON YOUR NOSE
THEY'VE ADDED A SMALL KISS 
AS FRAGILE AS A ROSE
IF A SONG YOU HEAR FEELS YOU
WITH FEELINGS OF SWEET LOVE
IT'S A HUG FROM JONATHAN
FROM HEAVEN UP ABOVE
WHEN YOU AWAKEN IN THE MORNING
TO A BIRDS CHIRPING SONG
IT'S MUSIC SENT FROM HEAVEN
TO CHEER YOU ALL DAY LONG
SO KEEP THE JOY IN YOUR HEART
IF YOU ARE LONELY ,MY DEAR FRIEND
LIKE HUGS SENT FROM HEAVEN 
YOUR BROKEN HEART WILL MEND !!!!!
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missing you  / Chasity Broughman (cousin)

we all are missing you and wishing you were here. we miss all the good times we had with you. we miss you so much that we start to cry. we miss you so much that just to think of you makes us cry. we all wish you could rest in peace. we all miss you so bad that hurts to do anything. we all miss so much that it makes us weak. we all miss you so much that we could die just to bring you back. we give up our souls just to see you again. we miss you so much that we all care to be thinking of you. we all love you so much that we wish we could bring justice to this horrible crime. we wish that it had never happened because we are all missing you way to much. we all love you till death. we all wish we could see you one more time. to think of you breaks our hearts. or mine anyways. we love and miss you so much that we would do anything to make us happy or to see you again. we love you so much. XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

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